for all of u that actuly read the journal dose this happen do u . am i allown .. what do u think is rong??????
Please help me!!
i beg for help


the alarmThe alarm goes off i put my feet on the cold hard floorthe alarm
and all i can thing is No more as i walk down the stair
voices scream in my ear Wear were u last night? Get me a bear! There is trash on the floor,
no food in the fridge. My sister is in her room crying thinking of her sertan doom and me..well i am just dieing The more i try to exap this world the more i am sucked in the more i try to act like nuthings wrong the more i sing this sad song I wish it would all go away, yet i want it to stay
this is all i have ever known
and


sanctatyTo u i seem fare awaysanctaty
Like i am allways daydreaming Well how would u handle my life?
Each of us handle are lifes in are own specil way mine is more then likly a knife You may say why, how. I say, "my way out"
You past jugment like its no big thing So why when people do it to u, Dose it affect u so?
U dont shoe your insacuritys to the world Why should i? U think my life is perfect, easy in some ways But i fight back so hard
to Keep this anger, this sad ness in side As it pulls my world down.. Like the sea on the wal


no moreI am always fighting my past I tries to take over Comsume me It becomes so hard I can't breath I am being smuthered I try to run from it But it catches me There is no escape I fight it I still overpowers me I am becoming weaker I can't go on I want to give in But I can't I did a lot of bad things in my past But now I must repent for my sins For my actions I will lay down my sword I will follow a different path I know my past will follow me But I will be ready for it when it comes.no more
New stuff on its way.
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Yes i know i cant spell!!
U may not write much... or look at a whole hell of a lot of peoples shit but when you do you pic good stuff! I may act like a real bitch some times and say your a sad girl, but that is only b/c i want u to reach for more better stuff.
your freind
Neff
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"im so happy cause today i found my friends they're in my head. . ." ~kurt cobain~
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